Don't look up, the sky is crashing.

Sleep is a bizarre thing. You let yourself fall unconscious for hours at a time, completely vulnerable. Maybe I should sleep, make myself vulnerable to anybody who wishes to physically harm me, make myself captive to my own sexually demented thoughts. Just close my eyes for a few hours. I know that they will scream at me when I open them again. Maybe I should have some coffee. Maybe I should have a beer. Or two. Yeah, that'll ease me into slumber. Wait. I have to drive to school in three hours. I should stay awake. And sober. I really need to get away from this place.